Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Its Has been a long long time didnt blog le .. Cos really hav no time .. haiz .. Lots of things happen around me .. dunno juz really dunno how to write .. ~! CNY , Valentine's Day , 1 yr Anniversary Wif ni .. n etc ... lots to write .. It sseem past so fAst ... time really flew damn fASt .. me now currentLy Work as Adidas Paragon as part time .. so far so gd now .. quite happy wif it .. but still not enough money yet gonna save lots of money .. juz 4 my future needs .. ~! tis yr is quite bad 4 me .. i thot it will be a good yr .. seem like not .. my study still not yet comfrim whether i can get in SM or not ~! haiz .. my relationship bewteen me n ni .. seem like there's a misunderstand or break Down communication ..sometime i really think lots did i do something wrong .. did i really make lots of mistake .. cause lots of trouble to her .. am i really not gd .. ~! ppl always said if u really love , care n concern abt her or him . She or he will willing to change cos of him or her .. ~! but i juz cant find anything to sort it out .. Why ? hmm ... i told myself i'm gonna be strong i'm not a boy anymore but i'm a man now .. i should really think hard wad i wan 4 ... i juz wanna tell my gf how much i need her support , love , care , concern now ... sad that we still in some quarrel matters .. ~! i juz dun wanna create more fight .. is my fault or not .. i'll juz give way cos i simply dun wanna qurrel wif her .. i wanna treat her nice .. i do really love her lots .. Together we bought ourself a pair of rings ... juz to let the sadness go happiness come .. hope will bring our relationship go 4ward will nv end ... ni .. i'm sorrI if i did something wrong ... no matter wad i still loves u ...
Steven with love n tear
6:31 AM: tougher and tougher
